It was a perfect day, the sun is high up in the sky and there are no clouds on sight, and the birds happily chirping amongst the branches of a big sakura tree creating a light cool breeze. A dark haired youth lay under the tree sleeping peacefully. His dark hair danced lightly across his face along with the gentle breeze making him look like an angel sleeping under a shower of pink petals.
Light filtered from the canopy of pink petals and onto the sleeping youth's face. The youth twitched as he began to wake up blinking his doe-like eyes. He sat up gracefully, rubbing sleep off his eyes with the back of his hand, and wondering why he is out in the field with out a disguise or something to cover his face to avoid being recognized as the famous Park Yoochun. Then it suddenly hit him he and Suzy had a fight last night and he walk out of her apartment and went to his favorite spot in the park, under a sakura tree. Cursing his carelessness at not bringing anything on to cover his identity he got up of the grass and hoping against hope that it is still early in the morning and there aren't that much people so he could sprint back towards his apartment without encountering any crazy fans.
As he was about to walk away he saw a familiar figure making its way towards him. "Suzy..." he said softly not daring to approach the said figure in fear of sparking another round of argument.
When Suzy is only a few feet from him she stopped and look straight at Yoochun with a look of regret shining through her dark brown eyes. "Yoochunnie, mianhe..." she started out. Yoochun choose to stay silent wanting to hear first what Suzy has to say to avoid another argument. "I have been thinking about what happened and I admit I was wrong in judging Junsu and G-Yan's relationship. I am wrong to say those hurtful things towards them without thinking that I myself am a hypocrite. You see Chunnie I too harbor such feelings towards somebody. But I am too cowardly to profess my feelings to him in fear of rejection, and because of that fear I started making excuses in my mind what i feel is wrong. That it could ruin our careers and the people who depended on us seeing that I am the leader of the FG and all. That is why when I saw Junsu and G-Yan so happy together I can't help but be envious of them. Why should they be happy with each other when I myself can't be happy with the person I love? That is what I told myself that is why I confronted them about their relationship and lectured them on their responsibility towards both group. That is also the reason why I got mad at you when you took their side." she paused and took a deep breath trying to compose herself again.
Yoochun on the other hand had tears running down from his eyes in a silver stream as sat down again for his legs cannot hold him anymore due to grief at the sight of his secret love's suffering.
"Chunnie do you remember the time you asked me if I fancy someone within your group?" Suzy asked kneeling in front of Yoochun not daring to touch the said man. "Remember that I tried avoiding that subject and tried to change it but you were insistent and I told you I don't fancy anybody within your group,"
"What I said back then was true I don't fancy anybody within your group, but I am in love somebody... I am in love with you, Chunnie," she said and brooked down to sobs "I love you so much!" she cried “I am such an idiot and a coward for not telling you that. I am sorry... so sorry... Saranghe," she sobbed brokenly
"Suzy..." Yoochun tried to reach out and comfort her when something curious happened. As he was about to reach out and hug Suzy his arms passed through Suzy's body. Panic settled in the pit of his stomach as he tried again and again but his hand passed through Suzy's body "Wha... What's happening here? Suzy what's wrong with me?" he threw himself towards the slumped figure of his love and this time his whole body went through Suzy's. He whirled around and saw some thing that he had missed the whole time he was sitting underneath the sakura tree.
There in front of Suzy's kneeling form was a headstone. He walked towards it and read what is written...
Park Yoochun
June 04, 1986 - Feb 06, 2009
The Soul of Dong Bang
Chunnie
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