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Sung Hee- Alyce
Sun Hye- Suzy, Alyce's Unnie
Junsu- you'll know later *its dangerous*
Changmin- Married but then divorce after 5 yrs
Yoochun- Math teacher
Yunho- Bar owner
Jaejoong- Bartender

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“SUNG HEE” The teacher said out loud, everyone in the 100 student class turned to look at the sleeping girl in the back row, 3rd seat to the left. She was asleep as usual, her breath blowing her black hair up and down, in a weird way.

“SUNG HEE” He said a little louder, he was getting irritated, and everyone was waiting for the moment. She fidgeted in her seat, and everyone held their breaths, but she fell still once again. The teacher grabbed the large wooden stick off his desk, and walked up the levels to the highest made a left and stood in front of the sleeping girl.

“SUNG HEE” He screamed furiously, he slammed the stick on her desk, creating a loud lighting noise, waking SUNG HEE from her slumber. She was so startled she fell to the floor yelling out a loud, “SHIT ”

“SEE ME AFTER CLASS.” The teacher said before walking back down to continue the lecture that got rudely interrupted by the girl’s not-so girly snoring.

“Ugh...” She got up, rubbing her butt that was a bit sore after falling.. “Not again..” She whispered to herself, till the end of the 2 hours class she tried her hardest to pay attention to the very boring math lecture.

When it was over, she stood up from her seat, flattened her shirt, grabbed her bag and walked down the steps to talk to her teacher. “Mr. Park, I can explain...” Sung Hee put her hands out to explain her excuse vividly to her math teacher about why she was mumbling, snoring and sleeping in his class.

“Save it, I don’t care about that right now, what I wanted to talk to you about is your grade” she sighed, relieved she didn’t have to explain anything, because she already talked to her science teacher and Mr. Jung was NOT happy. “You’re failing REALLY BADLY” after those words reached her ears her face contorted into a look of shock and disbelief.

“WHAT? BUT I NEED THIS CLASS CREDIT I NEED TO GRADUATE ”

“I know, which is why I’m sending one of my best former students to tutor you. Your parents are already aware of the situation, He will be at your house today at 5pm, don’t forget” He pushed my head and I stumbled backwards. My eyes worked themselves into a glare, before I walked back up to him.

“You I’LL SEE YOU AT HOME YOU MEANIE I’M TELLING MY SISTER ON YOU ” After saying those words, Sung Hee left the room, not wanting to listen to the teacher’s protests. She’ll see him suffer under the wrath of her sister, a.k.a his girlfriend. Ugh.

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“Oh, why are you failing? Isn’t that your fault not his?” Sun Hye asked, getting up from her seat at her desk to make a copy of a paper on the other side of the office in their shared house. Sung Hee stared at her sister in annoyance.

“Yah Aren’t you supposed to be on my side? Not his? IF I FAIL I WON’T GRADUATE ”

“Then take his advice and use the tutor, I bet it will help. I heard he was super smart and was at the top of his class when he graduated, he is about 3 year older than you I think” She said, swiveling in her chair after sitting down.

“Were Mom and Dad mad?” Sung Hee asked, their parents lived in the next town over, while the two sisters shared a house in Seoul. Sun Hye smiled in amusement.

“They said, ‘ we expected her to fail’ then they started laughing when I told them it was Yoochun’s class” Sun Hye went back to reading her papers. She groaned falling back on the couch placed near the large window in the office.

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“BE GOOD! AND BE NICE TO YOUR TUTOR FREAK!” Sun Hye yelled out before grabbing her shoes to put on.

“YOU BETTER NOT EAT HIM!” Yoochun yelled also standing near the door waiting to begin their night out, without interruptions from the little sister. She sat grumpily on the last few steps of the large staircase watching the couple walk out the door leaving her to wait for the tutor.

“Ugh.. What a pain the guy better not be late..” She walked into the kitchen to find a note for me on the kitchen table, “Feed him and you will be friends” She read out loud, she thought back to the person it reminded her off. Crumpling the paper in my hand She threw it into the garbage, and went to make some food, She was hungry too.

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“Ahh, yummy~ chocolate dipped strawberries” She looked at the dish filled it the brim with cold chocolate covered strawberries and various other fruits. “I can’t wait!” She was about to sit down on the couch and turn on the TV when the doorbell rang.

“COMING!” She yelled out, She sighed defeated. She wanted her food. She ran for the door as the bell rang a second time. She opened it to reveal a handsome guy.

His skin was slightly tan, glasses resting on his face, slipping down just a bit. His brown eyes similar to the chocolate on the strawberries. His short brown hair making him look young, his lips formed into a smile that made his eyes mismatched an adorable flaw in my opinion. “Long time no see, Sung Hee”

she opened her mouth to say hello, but closed it and looked at him in confusion. She looked him over once again, only to cover her mouth as it dropped in shock. “SHIM CHANGMIN?! MY MIN? STUPID BOY WHO KICKED ME OFF THE SWINGS IN 1ST GRADE?!”

“I was in 4th grade and I wanted the swing so let go of it already” he said, the smile growing bigger as she realized just who he was. Of course, he was my Childhood crush, we became friends after the swing incident, he was 3 year older than her and was smarter by a large margin. When he reached his senior year and she was in freshman year, he was accepted by a university in New York, leaving me alone to fend for herself.

“What are you doing here?” she asked, inviting him in.

“Are you ready for this?” she nodded, “I’m your tutor!” He said laughing. She stared at him in shock.

“WHAT?!”

“Oh hey ! Chocolate dipped fruits" He ran to the living room to attack the food.

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“I see I see, so you just put that over there and then that will go into that and you’ll get 183 for the answer?” Changmin nodded proud of her, it was one of the hardest questions and she picked it up quite fast.

It’s been a few months since Changmin became her tutor, he comes over 5 days a week to help her with her work. She slowly went from a failing grade to a not so failing but do better grade, with his help.

In these few months, She was reminded of the reasons why She loved Changmin so much when She was younger. His weird smile, his witty sense of humor, his large appetite. The way he makes me laugh and die on the inside when we touch just a little. The amazing feeling she gets with a simple hand brush.

It’s dangerous.

He was married. Happily married. Since last year. No chance. She told herself it was just a simple crush, and she would get over it. But that was a theory proven wrong when her heart almost exploded when he hugged her for the first time in 8 years. After that she realized just how much she missed him.

She can’t take the wave of emotions that roll over her when he is near her. His voice makes her stomach do back flips. Her heart beats like a drum when he smiles. Her mind wanders when he is lying on my bed bored. His presence drives her over the edge, She goes crazy with the thought of him.

She can’t take it anymore.

“Sung Hee? Are you ok?” She looked up at him, he was looking down at her . Worry evident in his eyes. She came back to reality and looked down at her papers to find water spots covering the page, making the ink and lead run. She touched her cheeks, to find them wet as well.

“Oh... I’ll be back I need to uh get some fresh air” she said, in a rush. She grabbed her shoes slipping them on as she ran straight out the door into the winter cold. She heard him yell out her name, but she didn’t stop. She didn’t care where she was going, or who she was running into, all she knew was that it was getting too much for her to take.

She ended up at the old elementary school, in the very park she met Changmin. She was swinging on the same small swing he pushed her off, she wiped her eyes and sniffled. Her nose probably a light pinkish color due to the cold air.

The winter season wrapping it’s cold arms around me. She shivered lightly, before looking up at the darkening sky, “Changmin, I love you” she whispered, hoping the wind could carry those words away from her heart.

“What?” her back stiffened as those words floated into her ears. His voice usually sweet and warming to her heart, felt bitter and sour. She refused to turn her head and meet his eyes. She knew it was him. But She hoped it wasn’t.

“Sung Hee... I .. You know I’m..” He was tumbling over his words. She regret saying those words out loud. She should have been more careful.

“Forget it, you heard wrong” She said, each word emotionless. She stood up from her seat in the swing and started toward the direction She came from, She passed him ignoring the confused stare She received.

Her eyes began to water with every step. It was dangerous, but she did it anyway.

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“Good job, You’re passing” Yoochun told her handing Sung Hee, her report card at home. She smiled at him, he smiled back before walking back up the stairs to join Her sister in bed. It was late, the smile on her face turned bittersweet.

Since that night she walked away, Changmin has avoided her, and she avoided him. She worked harder than ever to pass Yoochun’s class just to get rid of the tutor named Shim Changmin. Still, Her heart ached with everything she saw that reminded her of him.

“What a pain...” she whispered, laughing emptily.

She stood up to go to her bedroom to sleep when she heard her phone ringing in the Kitchen. She ran to get it, hoping it was one of her friends. “Hello?” she answered.

“Hello? Is this Sung Hee? Changmin’s friend?” she heard the deep voice speak into the phone. She stared at the phone in confusion.

“Who wants to know?”

“I’m Jung Yunho the owner of a bar in the city. Changmin is here passed out, I tried calling his house but no one answered, this number was the most called number so I tried it out, I was hoping you can come pick him up?”

“Passed out? You mean he is drunk?” she asked flabbergasted. Changmin hated alcohol, He made her promise to never drink. Why was he drinking? “I’ll be right there” Yunho gave her the directions to the bar, and she jumped into the car yelling out a brief ‘ I’m going out’ to her sister.

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she burst through the black doors, and looked around to find the bar almost empty, except for a few stray people finishing their last drink. Changmin lay passed out in a chair in the far corner of the room. She walked over and poked him in his arm.

“Yah, Shim Changmin are you stupid?” He looked up with tired eyes, his mouth forming a drunken smile.

“Park Sung Hee! What are you doing here?” He stood up only to trip forward, she caught him but his weight was a little too much for her to handle.

“I’m bringing you home, where– ” she stopped talking, when she realized that he shared a house with his wife, what would she think if she brought her husband to their home drunk.. “Lets go I’m bringing you to a hotel..”

The bartender, Kim Jaejoong, helped her get Changmin into the car quickly. she turned on the car, looking back at Changmin passed out in the back seat, she speed away from the blinking lights to find the closest hotel.

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“Ok Changmin, lets go” she whispered to him, He got up his legs a little more stable, he walked next to her, leaning on her shoulder a little. “Ok, wait here I’ll get a room” she put him down in chair, and he closed his eyes asleep again.

“Hi, can I get a room please? One night” she looked back at Changmin, his clothes crumpled, hair was a mess. Yet, he still managed to make her heart skip a beat. “Thank you” she said to the women at the desk, as she handed her a card.

she grabbed Changmin and entered the empty elevator, he was a little more awake now, and mumbling things.

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“Here you go” she said, opening the door to the hotel room. He walked in, she placed the card on the nearest table. “Stop going out and getting drunk Changmin” she said, before turning towards the open door.

Changmin ended up in front of her, his hand closing the door swiftly, before she could ask any questions, his hand grabbed her wrist, and flung her on to the wall. His fists hit the wall on both sides of her head, trapping her in his embrace. She looked up at him to find an unfamiliar look in his eyes.

“You can’t do this to me.. I didn’t want to come back and fall in love all over again” He whispered, his usually happy face, clouded with troubles and confusion. She was confused, she placed her hands on his shoulder.

“Changmin. This isn’t funny let me go”

He let out a frigid laugh, “Funny? You think this is a joke? I’m serious. I’m married yet you still charm me with your smile, and large dark brown eyes,” Changmin looked into her eyes, his eyes weary and tired. She pushed lightly not wanting to hear the words he was saying.

“Changmin.. Stop” She said, standing her ground. She had to be strong, he was drunk and was probably talking nonsense.

“No...” He mumbled, his lips crashed on to hers. And for a split second, her shell cracked, and her heart weakened and the feeling of his soft lips against her own. She pushed him away and touched her mouth.

Changmin stood in front of her, towering over her by a good couple of inches. “I love you..” He whispered in to her ear. Her eyes looked into his, she was searching for any kind of clue that will prove his dishonesty.

To her surprise she found none.

His lips captured her own once more, more gentle this time. She tasted the alcohol on his tongue, but placed it at the back of her head, continuing her kiss. Tonight ..

It was dangerous, but she didn’t care.

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“Mmmmmhmmm” she moaned, arching her back Changmin capturing her lips in a heated kiss, his hand wandering around her body, feeling every line and dip through her damp clothes. He pushed her onto the bed, slipping his hands under her shirt he pulled it over her head, breaking their kiss just once.

Sung Hee moaned in pleasure, feeling his rough hands massage her soft breast. His right hand continued to massage, while his left reached behind her to unlock her black bra. She felt the pressure release, and the bra being slipped off.

Her bra thrown carelessly on the floor, following her shirt. Her hands traveled under his own shirt, her nimble fingers tracing his abs. She felt his hand unbuttoning her jeans. She shimmed them off her hips, and down her legs. He threw them off the bed. And took his place between her legs.

“Changmin...” She said, breathlessly. Her eyes filled with lust, his lips met her own. She gasped in surprise, Changmin’s fingers penetrating her slowly. He entered another after feeling her adjust.

He pulled out in, her mouth opened to protest, only to let out a strangled scream, when she felt his fingers plunge back into her tight hole once again. He watched as her eyes closed in pleasure. Her fingers shakily undid his button to his pants. He pulled his shirt off, and sifted so that she could pull his pants off.

His breath fell heavily on her neck, the smell of cheap liquor evident. She brushed it off, and continued her mission to undress his body. He was left in his boxers, a hard member hidden under the fabric.

“Let me...” She whispered against his skin, as she reached down to pull off his tight boxers. He groaned, feeling her soft finger brush against his member teasingly. “Tease...” He said, catching his breath. A smirk placed itself on her face, only to be wiped off when another finger entered her already stretched hole.

Her mouth opening to moan, turned into a groan of protest, when she felt the empty void appear inside of her, when his fingers left her.

She watched as he pulled her last remaining undergarment off slowly, revealing her most private part. She closed eyes, and moaned when she felt his head touch her entrance protruding it softly. “Are you sure you want this?” He asked, gently.

For a second, she felt as if it was real, and he wasn’t drunk. He actually loved her, and it wasn’t a lie. Changmin didn’t wait for an answer and pulled her legs apart even more, he bucked forward, closing all gaps between them.

She yelled out in pain and pleasure as she felt his large member enter her, and pull out only to push it back in, he went slow, watching as she wriggled underneath him, gasping for more. “God Changmin...” She let out a soft sigh, as she felt her inside tighten around him.

“You’re so fucking tight” he cursed, as his pace quicken, she began to move, meeting every thrust he made.

Her mind blinded by stars as Changmin hit her in a certain spot. “There!” She yelled out, he pulled out and thrust back in to hit the spot over and over again, her moans getting louder. She felt a warm feeling pooling in her lower stomach.

“Shit...” She heard Changmin, “I’m so close...”

“Me too..” she whispered, her arms wrapped themselves around his neck, and pulled him closer than ever as he thrust a couple more times, before she felt a warm liquid fill her inside. She cursed mentally, realizing what he had done.

Changmin pulled out slowly, falling to her side. He took her hand in his, “I Love you” he whispered, before falling into a deep sleep. Exhausted from the alcohol, and the sex.

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Sung Hee awoke in a fright, she looked around to find herself still bare, and in the hotel room. She looked to her side to find Changmin still sleeping, looking at the clock, it stared back at her mockingly as it read 5:30 am.

She got out of bed gently, careful not to wake Changmin. She ran to the bathroom, and cleaned herself off. Before grabbing all of her clothes, slipping on her jeans and shirt before bolting out of the door.

As she ran down the stairs, and out the double doors, tears filled her eyes. She never wanted it to happen, but it did.

Dangerous things are made to regret.

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5 years after..........................

“Ok, it’s final you are officially divorced” Changmin sighed in relief, the 5 year law suit had taken forever, but it’s settled and his wife is now his ex-wife. “Good bye” Changmin said, walking out of the large white building.

He loosed his tie, and walked down the street. He took his phone out and opened it to find a picture taken 5 years ago when he was tutoring a girl he loved. But since the day he woke up alone and naked in bed at a random hotel, he hasn’t seen her.

He quickly dialed a number, it rang three times before a person answered, “Ah Yunho? Yeah, it’s over. Thanks again for helping me. Are you free right now?” Changmin spoke into the phone. He laughed, when he heard the joke told by his friend, he was about to cross the street, when he saw a familiar face.

“Sung Hee” he said to himself. The woman looked up to him, and a wave of emotions passed through her eyes. He put on a smile and ran over to her. He pulled her in for a hug, he hasn’t seen her in 5 years.

“Changmin...” She said, softly.

“You look good! How have you been? I haven’t seen you since you were in your last year of college! You’ve grown up a lot!” Changmin said, ignoring her blank stare.

“Mommy...” A little boy tugged at her sleeve, capturing the attention Changmin had. “Who is this?”

“Ohh~ And who are you?” Changmin said, back staring at the oddly familiar boy.

“Junsu don’t mind him.. He is no one” Sung Hee pulled the little boy by his hand and hid him behind her legs. “Changmin, I think you should forget you ever saw me.. It would be best for the both of us..”

With those words said, she left walking away from him. The little boy turned around once, only to wave good-bye. Changmin looked into his eyes and stared unbelievably at his smile and dark brown eyes.

“Sung Hee.. You were pregnant?” he said to himself.

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“Coming!” Sun Hye yelled out, she ran to the door, a knife in one hand and a sippy cup in another. She opened the door, to reveal Changmin standing there a solemn look on his face. Sun Hye’s smile quickly dropped and her stare turned into a cold one.

“What do you want?” She asked, hatred dripping off every letter.

“Can I speak to Sung Hee?” He asked, ignoring the cold stare he was receiving from the older woman. “No” She answered, ready to close the door. He stopped the door with his foot, “No, let me see her” He answered back.

“Unnie, what’s wrong? Who is it?” Sung Hee came out from the living room, The little boy from before in her arms, playing with a tiny pokemon figure. “Changmin...” She said, Sun Hye looked at Sung Hee worried. “YOO– ” She started to yell out for her husband to take care of the annoy man at their door. But Sung Hee quickly stepped forward and handed Junsu to Sun Hye.

“I’ll be back..” she said giving her sister a reassuring look before closing the door. “You have 10 minutes” She said, turning to Changmin, an emotionless look on her face.

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“You look good.” He said, avoiding the topic he really wanted to touch upon.

“Get to the point.”

“How old is he?”

“5 Years old”

“When did you have him?”

“9 months after I left”

“Why did you leave?”

“The father was unbearable”

“Whose the father?”

“You”

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